to my jennie

in a world so large, it's hard to find good people with good hearts. However, I have been blessed with a handful of wonderful friends. My family life is so crazy that God has apologized by providing my the best girlfriends a girl could possibly have. Recently, I met a chick that is so like me it's crazy. Today, as I was trying to get motivated to write Clermont Lounge headlines I came across a quote that I am so sure was written just for jennie and I.

"Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another, 'What! You too? I thought I was the only one." ~ C.S. Lewis.

Thank you for all your help jenny! You're awesome and i have no idea what I would have done without you this quarter. love you so much!

Loves,
mer

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Save a Honda, Ride a dyslexic

As a child, I was showered with insecurities. When I wasn't worried about my weight, I would be crying about my skin and my hair. I always had to date the good looking guy, hang out with the good looking crowd, wear the best designer clothes. In other words, I was a pretentious bitch. As my days at the Circus unravel, I realize how much of my old skin I have shed. I have traded in the beautiful men for the tattooed, the hot, flighty girls for the super cute, bright, career-oriented ones, and Chanel for the forever 21. As I sit in Caribou Coffee, drinking on my overpriced iced coffee and listening enviously to a woman with a strong Brooklyn accent rave about her hometown, I realize how fortunate my life is. Now if only I could get motivated to write lines for Cambodia.

Loves,
mer

Channeling my carrie side

"There are so many roads. So many detours. So many choices in life."
Tonight, after having the best evening ever, I realize I don’t want to settle for anything less than butterflies. I am so thankful for the new opportunities God has blessed me with. As a couple of big doors are shutting, new artistic ones are opening. I don’t quite know what it all means or what path I am heading down as of yet. I just know that this evening I am happy.

Carrie is right. Mistakes do make our fate. They lead us into wonderful new worlds. Had I never had a drinking problem, I would have never met my Mr. Big. Had I gone to Circus originally, who knows if I would have the same, best friends as I have today. A woman far wiser than me once said, “as we drive along this road called life, occasionally a gal will find herself a little lost. And when that happens, buckle up and just keep going.” Tonight, I am very much enjoying where the ride has taken me. So excited to see what will unfold next.

Loves,
mer

There are beautful men in Atlanta- who would have known?

Seann, one of my best friends- funny we've never hooked up or dated. Sher and I

Last night, when I was with my best friend, I met like 5 of the hottest men I have ever seen in Atlanta. Every single one of them was nicely dressed in a blazer and looked as if they had just stepped out of the pages of GQ. There was not one blond fellow in their mix- they were all dark, tall, and very Latino looking. My gay friend with us was definitely loving the fellows as well. One in particular had such perfect dimples- my ultimate weakness. Come to find out, one of the men we met works for a real estate company. Now really, how challenging is that? A beautiful guy selling to rich older women? Not very hard. Being beautiful is such a power. How else do you explain Ms. USA not getting her crown taken away? It is certainly not because she is extremely gifted or intelligent. And do they have to keep showing her walking the runway in her bikini? All of America gets it- she's hot! Now put some damn clothes on her and be done with it!One of the men in the group kept asking my friend and I to spend the night. He must have asked us at least a half a dozen times. What is men's obsession with that? Ever since that movie with Neve Cambell and Denise Richards came out (I believe its called Wild Thing or something) men everywhere fantasize about a threesome.

School is actually a lot better this quarter. I kinda miss our old group though. I don't know why everyone is choosing different groups to hang out with and why everyone is already so stressed. I know I only begun my graduate studies but I am ready to already be out. I want to start working and living in New York. I'm so tired of Atlanta. Every time I hear about a successful girl my age I get secretly really envious. That's all I want out of life- is to be financially independent and successful in my career. Oh, and a job that allows me to travel anywhere and everywhere I want to go. I cant wait to start my advertising career. I cant wait at all!Off to analyze poetry!

mer

"All of us get lost in the darkness, dreamers learn to steer by the stars" Bob Dylan

Today's Message of the Day is:

Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love
truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you
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